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Reply to @cell@outerheaven.club
underproofed ganbold@ganbold (2026-09-04 18:24:37)
sorry to hear that happened to you cell...
idk, like, it happened to me back in 2021/2022. it made me lost all my sparks in software engineering for work, at least domestically. I was very surprised to see that they were surprised when I gave them an immediate resign notice within 7 days period, since it was a contract job, and the date is basically when my contract ends, but they didn't even renew the contract.
I want to blame economy because everyone are drives by money, in a way that basically everyone need to fulfil their monthly spending, whatever the situation is.
so I did different approach, reducing my spending as much as possible. and kinda enjoying my life rn (not really) for doing things I want to, and not always because of money. but I still need them, so its the only reason I keep staying up late night or wake up early in the morning doing things that I am not even sure if I will get paid or not.
because I want to try and work for people who really care me enough, and I found none like those in a "normal job" so here I am in the wild
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@cell@outerheaven.club (2026-09-04 18:12:15)
i think my worst sin was trying
that’s what got me into this mess years ago, trying and working too hard for people who didn’t care enough
all i got in return was just stress and the breaking down of my psyche
i’ve gotten a disease which saps everything good from me and my life and has taken away so much
and of course those responsible won’t even feel a thing or be held accountable
Reply to @layarlaut@misskey.id
underproofed ganbold@ganbold (2026-09-04 17:10:53)
that sounds so fun! anything I could read to get the gist of it?
I am assuming bahasa and indonesia are melayu? does melayu, like, a "pure" language? SEA and Oceania are interesting like close (distance) yet far (language, culture)
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@shia@pika.moe (2026-09-04 17:08:04)
(EEPROMs) Eepy ROMs :neobot_deadpan:
Reply to @layarlaut@misskey.id
underproofed ganbold@ganbold (2026-09-04 16:35:49)
what is conlang
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@layarlaut@misskey.id (2026-09-04 12:41:53)
Kugatsu Inui Matsuri - Day 4
#いぬいらすと #secoretanlayar
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image: https://obj.misskey.id/media/61656170-593e-4d7a-8973-ca529d381007.webp
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@y@misskey.id (2026-09-04 12:47:32)
@maslanang world.execute(me) - MILI
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@LLENN08@hiradai.space (2026-09-04 05:59:32)
good morning :acat_lickies:
Reply to @y@misskey.id
underproofed ganbold@ganbold (2026-09-04 14:23:09)
@y@misskey.id same, usually when this happen I just go outside. but outside isnt appealing. inside is not comforting. I am in nowhere
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@y@misskey.id (2026-09-04 12:51:06)
recently my head being weird, difficult to concentrate (plus the weather is hell and my fan is decomisioned), lack appetite and exhausted doing anything.
underproofed ganbold@ganbold (2026-09-04 14:22:15)
sorry this is the funniest thing I saw today, thank you for making my day
https://sns1.hydranlab.com/@layarlaut@misskey.id/11152307246679234
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@layarlaut@misskey.id (2026-09-04 13:42:17)
@Wrest@shitposter.world Inui isn't a cat 🥀
Reply to @mametsuko@mk.absturztau.be
underproofed ganbold@ganbold (2026-09-04 14:21:28)
@mametsuko@mk.absturztau.be japannn!!!
underproofed ganbold@ganbold (2026-09-04 00:45:44)
I need to shawarma-maxxing
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@shia@pika.moe (2026-09-03 19:12:27)
@ganbold@sns1.hydranlab.com Friend Girl Friend but I also finished Kiyota-san wa Yogosaretai!? today.
Reply to @cell@outerheaven.club
underproofed ganbold@ganbold (2026-09-03 22:35:47)
I am actually surprised with the amount of rice in the west food vlog like I thought its only asia things
the brainwashing is quite effective
underproofed ganbold@ganbold (2026-09-03 19:08:59)
I love my internet radio
Reply to @shia@pika.moe
underproofed ganbold@ganbold (2026-09-03 19:07:54)
which one are you currently reading :o
Reply to @LLENN08@hiradai.space
underproofed ganbold@ganbold (2026-09-03 19:07:23)
penerimaan siswa baru kak?
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@LLENN08@hiradai.space (2026-09-03 18:59:18)
minggu ini full 9 to 7 :ablobcatbongocry:
guru merangkap morketing :blobcatangery:
underproofed ganbold@ganbold (2026-09-03 18:48:16)
but one reason why I learnt brewing my own coffee, from the beans, because there was some cases when holiday took too long and no cafe were open. and I was very productive deprivative and ended up sleeping like a log for days
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@cell@outerheaven.club (2026-09-03 18:10:05)
“cell, why don’t you brew your own coffee”
no i will not fall into the trap. i know what it entails and it will consume me :acat_insane:
Reply to @cell@outerheaven.club
underproofed ganbold@ganbold (2026-09-03 18:37:47)
another rabbithole
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@cell@outerheaven.club (2026-09-03 18:26:44)
i’ve had too much arabica cofe. i tried robusta today and my body has a reaction to it :meowNotLikeThis:
Reply to @cell@outerheaven.club
underproofed ganbold@ganbold (2026-09-03 18:36:37)
keyboard :02peek:
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@cell@outerheaven.club (2026-09-03 18:35:44)
cameras already take up my hobby budget :meowCamera:
but what if i earned enough for keyboards as well :02peek:
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@sun@shitposter.world (2026-09-03 17:35:20)
people worth knowing aren't perfect people because being interesting requires taking risks and high freedom
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@cell@outerheaven.club (2026-09-03 17:21:49)
i’m starting to feel naked if i don’t go outside with my camera :meowCamera:
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@cell@outerheaven.club (2026-09-03 17:26:13)
i always wake up late ._.
nothing urgent so it primes my body and mind to not really do anything when i wake up so i sleep far more than intended
alarms do nothing
it’s like i really want to wait for the results of the current round of interviews to materialize before i do anything more
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@cell@outerheaven.club (2026-09-03 17:19:17)
going outside is always an endeavor that makes my mood and psyche drop
i have to learn to deal with this 🙏
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