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Ganbold@ganbold (2026-08-01 23:59:33)
kinda talking to myself, have a D word warning (depresso). 

in some way I think depressed people attract each other. not in romantic way, kinda in survival instinct way. especially if the other person is stronger than us, its kinda makes me believe that oh wow that is how it looks if I could overcome it.

well I believe that the other way might exist tho, like, prefer having weaker around, but not a way I'd like to favor. 

this realization comes from the people I admire to kinda have a similar taste in the depresso. my depresso taste is basically like, life is shit, but it doesn't mean I'm the shit, I'm just nobody. and it doesn't mean that other people are shit as well. we just happen in a shit place so we don't know! the best we could do is just, how to survive or leave. so seeing someone else survived longer or could leave kinda inspire me